Sparking My Intuition – ND #123

The Wildwood Tarot* by Mark Ryan and John Matthews

Sparking My Intuition

As I’ve mentioned many times over the years, I enjoy working with tarot cards in a hybrid manner, allowing myself to notice what I see in the details of the cards and what those details mean to me, and then also accessing the interpretation provided by the author/creator of the particular deck I’m using. When I first began allowing cards to trickle into my awareness and start sparking my intuition (and prompt some internal ‘ahas’), I used to think I had to have all the traditional card meanings memorized before I could even begin to work with them.

The RWS (Rider, Waite, Smith)* deck, which sports the traditional images most people are familiar with (or have at least seen somewhere or another) when they think of the tarot, only comes with a literal LWB (little white book). Actually it’s a little white booklet containing only the barest of meanings and interpretations. The paucity of information contained in that pamphlet only confirmed that the tarot was ‘beyond’ me.

My first exposure to the tarot was way back in the early 80s, and was introduced as a part of my metaphysical education. As I think I’ve said elsewhere, I resisted learning about the tarot. Let’s just say, over the years since then, everything has changed – not least being my attitude and awareness. And even more amazing are the hundreds (probably thousands) of other decks that have been created and published over the past 40 years, some of which make the tarot much more accessible than the RWS deck.

Every topic, every theme you can think of (and even many that make me wonder why they were thought of at all) are out there. And some have utterly amazing ‘LWBs.’ (Actually, while referred to by tarotists as LWBs, the books accompanying most decks nowadays are wonderfully descriptive and evocative, and contain a wealth of information and perspective. Many encourage us to flex our intuition.

Using the Book

And so it is that I tend to hold in high esteem the books that accompany my favorite decks. In fact, some decks have become my favorites precisely because of the magical way the LWB speaks to me. But that’s not to say I don’t honor my initial intuitive take on a card. Absolutely, I do. My sense of a card is more important than anything I might read, and I strive to remember that. But sometimes I’m amazed and grateful for the shift in perspective the author provides.

I know I’ve mentioned this before, but I like to explain the importance of using the books that accompany decks. We have so many amazing resources available to us. We might as well use them (provided they resonate with us). If they don’t – don’t use them.

And so it is, I want to share what the authors/creators of The Wildwood Tarot included as explanation in their accompanying LWB for the cards I chose the other day. Notice both the similarities to what you ‘saw’ and intuited, as well as nuances or additional considerations that may never have occurred to you. As always, take what resonates with you and leave the rest.

Five of Stones – The Wildwood Tarot*

Five of Stones – Endurance

“Description:

A child dressed in simple skin clothing sits in the entrance of a cave, looking out at a dark shy split by lightning. A small fire burns before him and, by its light, we see that four deep cracks have split the walls of the cave entrance into five massive blocks of stone.

Meaning:

It takes inner strength and courage to protect yourself and survive the challenges of life. This may mean withdrawing from trauma to focus on emotional resilience.

Reading Point:

Of all the qualities a spiritual warrior or seeker on the journey of life must possess, the spirit and will to endure is most important. In the words of one screen Swordmaster, Bob Anderson: ‘Nobody said it was fair.’ There will be trials, and there will be harsh challenges. Life is a contact sport and there will be bruises. The desire and willpower to survive and recover from setbacks is vital and necessary. (…) Maintaining a resilient mind and retaining a sense of humour are most important to our health, along with the knowledge that the sun will rise on another day filled with opportunities.”

8 – The Stag – The Wildwood Tarot*

8 – The Stag

Position on the Wheel: The Stag shares the Spring Equinox, 21 March, with the Archer. He is associated with sunrise and the element of Air. This is the position of universal lore, where the energy of creative life enlivens the soul.

The card that was on the bottom of the deck when I chose the Five of Stones was this card, The Stag. As you know, I treat the bottom card as a foundation or nuance card. I ask and all the foundation card to give the main card I chose context.

The LWB (which is anything but), states as follows:

“Description:

The Stag, forest king and guardian, half human and half animal and verdant with greenery, looks out from the card with a steady and calm gaze. He holds a polished hafted axe and shield. His horns reach into the sky and are mirrored in the branches of the tree, before which he stands as a reminder of our cosmic connection to the universe and its manifestation in all organic life on the planet. The polished axe head is a manifestation of the human will to change the environment – and not always for the better, so a weighing-up of action and responsibility is necessary. The shield, which bears the image of the symbolic Major Oak, reminds us that we must preserve and protect our natural resources.

Meaning:

The concepts of forgiveness and reward are not appropriate here. They are human ideas, which have no reality in natural lore. One reaps what one has sown. Just as right or generous action brings fulfillment and peace, greed and vengeful desire bring bitter loneliness and disillusion. Balance will be maintained by the planet’s ecosystem. The justice it dispenses is longlasting, and it is both merciful and irrevocable in its final conclusions.

We are guests of the Earth, not its masters. And, like ill-mannered children at a banquet offered freely by a generous and forgiving host, we have behaved badly and are in danger of spoiling the gathering for everyone else. Our thoughtless greed and selfishness have seriously disturbed the ecosystem. The fine balance and interdependent connection between nature and humans is pivotal; if the balance is disturbed by an inappropriate or thoughtless action there will surely be a natural reaction and the balance will have to be reset.

On an individual level, this may involve haunting guilt over a wrong action or a subconscious feeling of bitterness because of an unfair situation. It signifies the karmic wheel of justice that rules our basic concepts of right and wrong, and the inescapable faith that justice will always be done.

On a global level, it may meant that the thoughtless rape of the rainforest will one day severely affect the weather patterns, and the polluted seas will one day produce poisoned fish that will be inedible. One day, in the not too distant future, our host, the Earth, may have no option but to give notice that the pendulum of justice has swung away from us and we will no longer be welcome at the banquet.

Both on an individual level and as a civilization, we are responsible for our actions and must be aware of their consequences.

Reading Points:

On a personal level, some kind of adjustment or interaction has taken place. The keyword here is ‘responsibility.’ We must, as individuals, constantly observe the rules and regulations of society, and these can fluctuate as the views and knowledge of civilization change. Whether on a political or moral level, we subconsciously know when a realignment of our perceptions is due. This is a time to welcome the justice that has arrived with the coming of spring and the fire of creation. Face the coming season with honesty and integrity and trust to right and appropriate action.”

Finally

When read in the context of what’s going on all around us in the world (and quite possibly in our own personal lives), it’s hard not to feel some sense that we’re seen and being spoken to.

I feel grateful for this insight. And I also trust my own ‘take’ on the cards as well.

(T+123)

Portals – Day 995

Two of Wands – Rider, Waite, Smith deck – Photo: L. Weikel

Portals

A friend asked me the other day about the concept of portals and the number 11. After I mentioned the connection between the two in a recent post, she wondered whether the connection between 11s and portals is consistent between astrology, numerology, and shamanic work (where traveling between realms is an essential aspect of the tradition).

As an artist, she could easily see how the number 11 resembles the two sides of a doorway. But her question plumbed far deeper than the superficial observation.

In my experience, two pillars, but possibly two of almost anything depending upon context, often evoke the energetic desire of the observer to go through or between them. There’s an etheric barrier implied, an energetic tension between the two columns, that beckons to be pierced.

Maybe it’s the tendency for us humans to be fixated on duality that fosters this sense. We tend to see duality all over the place: in/out, up/down, male/female, black/white. So of course if there’s a threshold in front of us, there’s the tendency for us to think in terms of here/there.

Where?

A doorway intuitively leads us from here to there. So it’s a significator; it announces to us that we are leaving where we’ve been and entering new or different territory.

I can’t remember where or from whom I first learned that 11s are portals. I think it was probably more of a symbolic association than anything else. But as soon as I began my metaphysical studies almost 40 years ago, I realized how prevalent is the consideration of 11s as something special.

Tarot

As I’ve mentioned in other posts, it took me a long time to feel comfortable exploring the tarot. But once I realized its value as an amazing means of accessing psychological and spiritual insight, the symbolism – when I gave myself permission to free associate – seemed to just fall into place intuitively. Although when I reread that sentence, I wonder if it was the development of my confidence in my ability to intuit symbols that finally helped me appreciate the value of the tarot.

Hmm. A thought for another time.

All I can say at this moment in time is that pondering this question has made me pull out a bunch of 11s in just one tarot deck. I want to use them as examples of how they lead from one state of reality, understanding, awareness, or experience to another.

But it’s taking me down a rabbit hole and I realize I don’t have nearly enough time to explore this and have some fun with it.

11s

Suffice it to say for the moment that I have a special relationship to 11s. Not only do I have 11s showing up for myself numerologically, but of course Karl died on 11/11/11. I’ve always felt he couldn’t resist all the portals that showed up in front of him – so he went through and didn’t return.

For now, I’m just going to comment on how the Two of Wands, pictured above, shows a person on the brink of moving out into a whole new world. He just needs to go through the doorway formed by the Wands on either side of him. It’s his choice. The world is in his hands.

And there’s a lot more for us to explore.

(T-116)