Major Impetus – Day 1000

Prize for Reaching 1,000 – Photo: L. Weikel

Major Impetus

Is something magical going to descend from above and cover me like a blanket of feathers* after I hit the ‘publish’ button tonight? Will my attitude toward my 1111 Devotion – or my writing in general – undergo a transformation once I hit the 1,000 club? I ask these questions because a major impetus behind my decision to embark upon this Act of Power was a blog post I read by Seth Godin.

As the title of that particular post implies (“The first 1,000 are the most difficult”), Seth maintains that reaching the milestone of writing 1,000 blog posts can make a huge difference in how a person perceives themselves. Understandably, this shift in perception can also significantly impact how a person approaches their concept of themselves as a writer.

My Attitude

I will admit that hitting the 1,000 mark is a bit of a stunner. It’s amusing to me that 995 posts ago, I wrote an explanation how finding Seth’s post about ‘the first 1,000’ felt like a message to me. I’d asked how I could honor Karl’s life, and in particular his creativity, and this showed up in my face. The weird thing was, I hadn’t even read it when it first arrived in my email a week or two earlier. I only saw it that morning because I accidentally clicked on it in my email.

Suffice it to say, it seemed at the time that I was getting a major nudge to wake up and pay attention to what was (and wasn’t) ‘working’ in my life. And if I found my attitude or circumstances wanting, then I needed to change my story.

Celebrating 1,000

In reflecting upon the impetus behind choosing to write 1111 consecutive posts as my ‘devotional’ Act of Power, I looked up the entry in which I described how I arrived at that number. (I remembered the part about the power of 1,000.) What I forgot, though, was the appearance of the other Seth Godin post: the one that spoke of the power of changing your story.

I feel yet another change in my story approaching again. Perhaps I will plant that seed in some way tomorrow, both in honor of attaining the dramatic 1,000 mark and also to take advantage of the powerful new moon in Leo. This 8th day of August 2021 promises to be a powerful day of manifestation.

It might behoove us all to contemplate our stories. Do we wish to change them? Now might be a great time to begin.

A Prize From Above

Finally, as Spartacus and I walked this evening on the freshly macadamed road along our usual path, something beautiful caught my attention.

The way in which this feather was standing at attention in the midst of tall grasses, its shaft gently nestled amidst the new pavement was curious. I don’t know how I caught sight of it. But there it was.

I’ll take it as one of my beloved signs. I’ll trust that perhaps the time is coming to change my story yet again.

What a ‘Random’ Gift – Photo: L. Weikel

*I just realized: I DID receive a feather! Ha!

(T-111)

Entrances and Exits – Day 111

 

Entrances and Exits                           

I’m having a hard time keeping my eyes open.

It’s been a long day. And I just capped it off by watching the first two episodes of True Detective. I wanted to just lose myself in a story.

I don’t know why, but it’s left me unsettled.

Entering the Land of Three Digits

Am I really on my 111th blog post? And is this the last day I have 1000 or more posts yet to write in my 1111 Devotion?

It feels surreal to think that I’ve written this many posts, day in and day out. I remember when it was a huge deal for me to have written seven in a row! And then later, I marveled at having written a whole month’s worth.

My whole attitude toward sharing my thoughts with you – the varied and partially unknown-to-me ‘you’ who are supporting this commitment by reading my words – has shifted a lot in the past three months. I’m still trying to figure out my rhythm. I’m still learning to trust my muse, my connection to some font of inspiration that suggests the subject of each night’s ponderings.

We’re All Exercising Forms of Devotion – to Each Other

I realize some nights I do better than others. And I’m grateful for your devotion to me. And to Karl.

Funny thing? I had a very uncommon Saturday session today. (Another reason I think I’m feeling a little hazy. I’m not sure what day it is.) But on this Day 111 of my 1111 Devotion, Karl was powerfully present. He showed up and his presence was palpable. Not only that, he was a huge support and healing presence.

I didn’t think of it at the time, but his timing was pretty darn cool.

He always did know how to make a dramatic entrance.

And exit.

(T-1000)